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I know Iapos;m young, and Iapos;d love to say that you donapos;t have to remind me but you probably will anyway. I know that Iapos;ve got my whole life in front of me, and I�know that most people are annoyed by my words and just say, "Sheapos;s too young to know what love really is." I figure all of that is bullshit. I always hated when people wrote about corny, cheesy love moments. I think I understand, though. Because sometimes, when you love someone, itapos;s hard to just discard them or not think about them every waking moment. Heapos;s so wrong though. My life is TV series. We fell in "love", he fell out first, and Iapos;m heartbroken. Itapos;s his smile. Itapos;s his voice. Itapos;s his touch. Am I�being haunted or is someone trying to send me a message? I donapos;t get it. I honestly want to tell you I�donapos;t like him, because at some moments�he disgusts me and I�want nothing to do with him. Then there are other moments when my hearts just melts over the single thought of him. But there are other boys, much sweeter boys. They would do anything for me, they would go to no end to see me happy. I guess thatapos;s repulsive to me. Because, regaurdless of how great they treat me, or how much more they diserve me, I still would rather be with him and see him and just call him mine. Actually, I think the only reason I want�him is because I�canapos;t have�him. Or because he is the biggest challenged I have ever faced. The one I canapos;t actually defeat. That bugs me to hell, because I always win. No�one beats me.�Except for you. Always.
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